I had a pretty good day today and I was super excited because some stuff I ordered from ASOS finally arrived. Well that good mood ended as soon as I got home and tried everything on… Nothing looks right. I can’t tell if it’s too big or too small or if I’m just crazy and can’t see what I actually look like. I need to learn that online shopping just isn’t for me. My body is so weird and so many styles and materials just seem to accentuate my flaws. I’m gonna sleep on it and try the stuff on again tomorrow.
If I still feel disgusting, I’ll just have to return everything. I’m also likely bloated from special lady time and PMSing… But I need to stop being delusional and never ever buy anything without trying it on!!!!!
I’m so tired. How can a week feel sooooo long? And it’s only the first week of the school year. Things have to get better, right? NOPE! I just found out they will be opening ANOTHER elementary class. Whoever gets stuck with that is probably going to kill themselves. Fingers crossed it isn’t me. Please let the next 24 hours pass quickly…
I love Beck… but I’m not invested in them beyond liking the sound of their music.
So I will go with - all of them? haha
Isn’t Beck just… Beck? Just one guy? Is there another band called Beck that I don’t know about? o.O
It’s funny that I can blog about dieting as a result of loneliness and isolation, and I get “likes” from health/fitness blogs…
There is one pro to having (basically) no friends left and a boyfriend who lives far away: it is way easier to exercise for 2 hours/eat salad for dinner. There’s pretty much no social pressure and I have nothing better to do with my time at the moment. Maybe loneliness and boredom will finally be the motivators for me to shed a few kilos.